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title: "Pith: Propagation Now"
date: 2019-11-08
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Missing you is sharp  
in my serratus anterior  
it feels tight and reaching somewhere around my kidneys  
loose and open with pain  
 above my bladder  
and everywhere below the diaphragm,  
there is a hot medial line...  
something that I would've once called weakness  
something is  
Not Right and Very Wrong  
like a plant that was cut,  
reaching out to send water and minerals  
to a part that isn't there  
perhaps this is what propagation is  
I reach out for you, feel that you've been cut away  
So I grow the you in me  
And all growth  
needs pain  
to force attention  
to remember the structures of you  
so I can build them anew  
in me