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[[21]] is not prime (composite): [[3]] * [[7]]

Prime neighborhood: [[13]], [[17]], [[19]], [[21]], [[23]], [[29]], [[31]]

Prime gap: 4 (interval [[19]] to [[23]])

Primes up to 21: [[2]], [[3]], [[5]], [[7]], [[11]], [[13]], [[17]], [[19]] (8 total).

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[[21]] is not a centered hexagonal number.

The closest centered hexagonal numbers are [[19]] (index # [[3]]) and [[37]] (index # [[4]]).

First 20 centered hexagonal numbers: [[1]], [[7]], [[19]], [[37]], [[61]], [[91]], [[127]], [[169]], [[217]], [[271]], [[331]], [[397]], [[469]], [[547]], [[631]], [[721]], [[817]], [[919]], [[1027]], [[1141]].

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[[hz/21]] is closest to [[E0]] at [[21]] Hz (+33 cents).

Note class: [[E]], Octave: [[octave/0]].

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1021

https://josem.co/the-beauty-of-finished-software/

All these retrogrades usually forget about Unicode updates! If your finished software does not support the newest writing system, then something is wrong. Well, I'm just saying. Actually, I like finished software! One day, I'll write one.

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On September 21, 2019, I wrote something that for a moment I did not hate.

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May 21st 2020§

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2020-05-21§

Read: Spatial Software | Dark Blue Heaven§

[[Spatial software]] is the idea of bringing spatial interfaces into software. So far it’s most commonly been in games, but you can see it spilling out into more things lately, particular social stuff.

Like a remake of AIM, where each user gets a house that friends can stop by to visit.

This is kind of what I was thinking with wikis and [[collaborative memory palaces]].

In fact, you can put a world inside of almost any interface. Even a blog post.

Or a wiki perhaps. What would that look like? [[Antistatic gardens]] are maybe a hint at that. A throwback to [[HyperCard]] perhaps.

Enjoying 84K§

Still reading through and very much enjoying [[84K]]. One of best books I’ve read for a while, so far. It’s a really unconventional writing style, and it’s great. Very poetic. A refreshing change to that kind of generic stilted cyberpunk patter you get in a lot of near-future fiction.

It’s a pretty sad book though. It’s somewhere between [[Kafka]], [[Brazil]] and [[1984]]. The way it captures some of the potential awfulness of a fully corporatised society, I find it much more depressing than a lot of the cyberpunk dystopias. [[Cultural hegemony]] is much more terrifying than a cabal of bad guys.

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June 21st, 2020§

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July 21st, 2020§

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August 21st, 2020§

  • Look at my [[TODO]]
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2020-08-21§

Article: [[How I publish my wiki with org-publish]]§

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September 21st, 2020§

  • https://twitter.com/flancian/status/1307944473960370177 ?s=09 [[tsunduku]]

  • [[Ikko Tanaka]]

  • I need to find that email from the [[SP]] party member and get back to them, they were kind.

  • [[QAnon]] is really crazy.

  • [[idea]] separate ‘[[TODO]]‘ and ‘[[read]]‘ more clearly. Perhaps also [[buy]].

  • [[goto.coop]] is available. Need to a cooperative to register it, though. And perhaps there’s no need: [[social.coop]] could run a go links service.

  • [[go links]] [[Flanbook]] [[Siphons]] all interact: if people used go links for their social media URLs, they could easily repoint when they switch platforms!

  • Write [[A Naive Plan for a Freer Internet]] for [[social.coop]]: [[go links]] + [[Athens]]+ [[Mastodon]]+ [[ActivityPub]] / backlinking + [[Siphons]] as per [[Flanbook]].

  • [[Offline Twitter]]

    • TIL about [[Ted Nelson]]‘s https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Literary_Machines
    • Imagine the productivity boost the world would have if [[Chrome]]‘s built in PDF viewer was a bit better: supported annotations (ideally social), docs-like comments, even just remembered where in the PDF you left off on your last visit.
    • Want to set up a [[Twitter]]->[[Mastodon]][[Siphon]]. Is anybody working on this? (cross post to [[social.coop]])
    • Constructive procrastination (e.g. when you procrastinate on urgent tasks by doing less urgent, but still useful, tasks) feels a lot like flow. Flow fueled by quanta of fear and anger.
    • I feel that, as I integrate my personality, I’m becoming weirder; I like it. It makes sense if you think about it: by integrating N profiles I’m incorporating a wider variety of traits — thus increasing variance, which likely reduces predictability. One possible outcome: people will like me less (see [[predictable identities]]). I’m willing to take that chance. Let’s see how far I can get.
    • Idea: a CLI for the free internet.
      • Perhaps Ipython/colab based to begin. Perhaps a browser extension eventually.
      • Lets you interact with the free internet, that is, that which has open APIs/is not part of a walled garden: Wikipedia. Mastodon. Matrix. Agora.
      • Lets you drive data exchange between supported properties easily; think UNIX pipes.
    • TOL = Thinking Out Loud. A spirit.
      • Cue "school spirit" by Kanye.
    • Flow feels a lot like meditation, indeed.
      • It feels like your brain has reached, or is about to reach, a destination. Like approaching it in the limit, perhaps.
  • [[Quick Capture]]

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2020-09-21§

Finished: A Closed and Common Orbit§

I finished [[A Closed and Common Orbit]] by [[Becky Chambers]] recently. I loved it. There’s something very lovely about Becky Chambers’ sci-fi - it’s much more touching and emotional than a lot that I’ve read. I felt quite emotional at the ending of this one - it’s so full of heart and compassion.

WikiWeb and Roam multiplayer§

Roam is now [talking about ‘multiplayer’](https://twitter.com/Conaw/status/1307107745397604354 ). I’m presuming this means linking between individuals’ wikis. I like the idea of [[interlinking wikis]], but imagining it’s going to be pretty closed in Roam.

Bill Seitz has lots of ideas about a more open WikiWeb.

aka Wiki Sphere; parallel to BlogWeb, the universe of (clusters of) WikiSpaces

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2020-10-21§

  • Another day with meetings throughout the day and at the end of the day. Sigh.
  • [[nirodha]]: the third noble truth. Cessation. I keep wanting to say narodhi, so I’m writing this down here.
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23:35 in praise of idleness

bertrand russell http://www.zpub.com/notes/idle.html

there is far too much work done, and the belief that work is virtuous causes immense harm!

it is not necessary for all of us to be idle and to fill ourselves; a man earns and spends, and in spending he gives employment

the man who lends his money to the government is no better than the murderers of those people

in industrial enterprises, hen these operations succeed the money is well spent; otherwise, these enterprises fail, wasting a lot of human labor in the process. (note: i question what is 'failure' and what is 'worthwhile' here)

a great deal of harm is done strictly because of the belief in virtuous work, and the road to prosperity leads to eliminating it. work is:

  • altering matter

  • telling others to do so

  • land ownership: others pay for the privilege to exist and work. their idleness in fact spurns the industry of many others, and their desire for idleness spurns all of this other work!

the second can be indefinitely extended and abstracted duty i just a means for the ohlders of poewr to live in the interests of their masters, but they persuade those under them that they should share these interests labor is still valuable in this framework precisely because leisure is good; to save someone lots of time is worth some work yourself the idea that the poor should have leisure has and always will be shocking to the rich it is unjust that a man consume more than he produces, as he will incur undue labor from another!

other reasons we work:

  • the necessity of keeping everyone content while taking care of oneselv

  • pleasure in mechamism, in making changes to others and the earth's surface. this feels very 'manifest destiny'

  • happy from toil! work should always be considered a necessary means to a livelihood, from which leisure can derive happiness and enjoyment

    a passage on academia being divorced from real life; it's sort of an emulated leisure class, in which academics are expected to produce some fascimile of results in exchange for some grant-funded fascimile of real, productive work to lated be used in exchange with others

local-first software

src motivation boring; collaboration clearly insecure when dependent on owned centralized service 'git is the standard' for how collaboration should be maintained and synchronized

prioritize the use of local storage and networks, as software is just better without a constant reliance on internet! every utility should 'just work' without the need for a constant internet connection, and most services should be started and used without such a connection at all. it's so clear how much error is introduced by any sort of client server model, even if it's the serving of a simple static site

  • security and privacy by default

  • long lasting, saved now

  • retain ultimate ownership and control

CRDTs! conflict free replicated data types, designed to be multi user from the ground up through infrequent network communication; operating on richer data types than just text.

CRDT technology works and developers have great time when working with Functional Reactive Programming especially

perhaps all applications should be designed to be local first!filecoin, golem, libp2p, NAT, relays, wifi offloading, mesh networks

Beaker Browser: a p2p browser scuttlebutt: a simple decentralized social network

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2020-11-21§

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2020-12-21§

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2021§

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2021-01-21§

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2021-01-21§

i’m not fully back just yet - but i’ll probably be picking up the pace from now on. right now i don’t have as much workload on me.

  • new semester! i didn’t expect to make it past the first but i somehow did
  • bought a new computer - a "CyberpowerPC Gamer Xtreme VR Gaming PC" (as if that makes it anymore special) off Amazon for $800. was a really good deal - a computer with a 1660 Super for $800!
    • i originally wanted to build my own but considering the fact that i set up a bot for GPU stock and still wasn’t able to get one, i think it’s pretty fair to just buy this and call it a day
    • [[setup]]
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another day yay I made it

I’m beginning to have a long list of entries.

[[synchronicity]]

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2021-02-21§

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2021-02-21§

[2021-02-21 Sun 09:41]§

Looking into issue with [[Publishing org-roam via GitLab CI]] and backlinks not working.

[2021-02-21 Sun 10:28]§

Fixed it!

[2021-02-21 Sun 10:51]§

Also fixed the restore-mtime issue.

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The High Blogging Era, defined by Robin Sloan as mid-2000s. Hmmm. I was there and was a part of it, and RSS and blogs was all there was, before Twitter and Facebook etcetera that then became labeled as social media.

[[Google Reader]] removed social features in 2011, and was shut down in 2013. I think the “high” era more properly is the mid 2000s until the fall of Reader. When many people were blogging, not just the early few. Maybe 8 years? A good run.

But everyone will have their own nostalgia tinged view.

Are we at the beginning of digital gardens and [[Second Brain]]s? Will this be looked back on as the High Era? I’m more interested in getting it into the hands of everyone. Hmmm. Has [[Nora Young]] done a segment on [[Spark]] yet? I should attempt to get on a CBC Radio morning or afternoon show to talk about it.

via Robin Rendle, Blogging and Dimly Lit Bars.

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2021-03-21§

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2021-03-21§

[[Upgrading Linux Mint 19.2 to 19.3]]§

[[Installing Emacs from source]]§

[2021-03-21 Sun 13:48]§

Really want to play [[Co-opoly]].

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  • Were the planter class comparable to the kulaks?

  • Do the means justify the ends in revolution?

  • Does instrumentalism necessarily lead to structural issues, such as Stalinism?

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2021-04-21§

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16:32 good day! good hikes.

beautiful clear lake. thought about trying to release more writing via blog posts. i want to write about whatever i'm interested in, which means technical topics sometimes, but i always want to keep those entry level - capturing the fascination and my feelings about the ideas without tackling the meat of ideas. this is important primarily because i want to make sure that even though i delve into these technical topics, i am still a human and can talk to other humans - rather than dependent typers and semantics engineers - about cool concepts that i enjoy and work on every day!

16:37 balance what you share and what you do

TODOthis is a good blog post topic

etc

sharing is important, talking about what you love allows you to better communicate with those who share those interests and ideas. but talking impedes productivity! we also need to focus on making active progress on practical work, reading, gaining knowledge, etc, and the best way to do that is to actually do it rather than talk about it. balance these two things.

upgrade yourself

i did all of the easy things, the things that can be accomplished with little or brute force effort.

  • mastered basic languages (js, python, functional style, etc…)

  • basics in lots of categories (systems, programming languages, networking, setting up servers..)

  • gained breadth of knowlege about programming, fashion, design, etc

  • collected tons of aesthetic inspiration

now it's time for me to execute:

  • deeper knowledge into programming languages to prepare to become a real researcher

  • implement real applications, programs and games by myself or lead by myself with teams

  • design clothes, fonts, and icons rather than just relying on references from others

  • write more, build a following and share my interests with the world - publicly and accessibly!

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[[nft art]] [[pinephone]]

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[[Subreply]] seems interesting. From the about page:

@subreply was created by @lucian from the desire of a having a simple to use, English-only, public forum that has nothing in common with ancient and untrustworthy social networks.

Features

  1. easy to reply to anyone
  2. save content posted by anyone
  3. 🧠💪 one or two emojis instead of avatars
  4. mentions, links and hashtags support
  5. reverse-chronological order for all feeds
  6. easy to find find and follow people
  7. light and dark themes based on OS preference

Limitations

  1. 480 characters per reply
  2. Unicode and emoji to ASCII transliteration to display everywhere
  3. unique global topics, replies per thread, content per account
  4. only one mention, link or hashtag per reply
  5. no support for paragraphs, keeps conversation tidy
  6. no popularity counters for replies or profiles
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23:06 article collection

minimalism

https://alexkwa.com/japanese-minimalism/ means you only have to own a few things. has been accused as being a boring product people can buy, as something elitist and prestigious that only those with wealth can and should strive to achieve, silly otherwise.

having fewer things is a side effect: we only want to spend our time managing a certain number of things, and as such minimizing the number of things we own allows us to spend less time managing them, optimizing the time we spend organizing, sorting and looking for items we own. it's a matter of eliminating choice and additional thoughts from our lives that might otherwise be unnecessary - many people have too much to manage, and it's nice to reduce cognitive load by simplifying our lives. it's the pursuit of less committments and distractions, traded for more time to think. "less but better". it's the curation of belongings - minimalists can love things, because things can and should be treasured and last forever, so we should ensure that we buy the best version of whatever we purchase.

i have no interest in wearing the same uniform every day, but sticking to incredibly muted colors like blacks and deep blues allows me to wear whatever with whatever, so i don't really have to think about outfits. maybe in the future i'll reduce what i wear to a simple uniform, but for now i enjoy expressing myself too much to limit what i wear to that degree.

i aspire to own no physical books, and i've pared down every 'collection' of mine to either the items in the collection that I use or to none at all. one of my main goals is to be portable - i don't want to have to make any decisions when packing because i will own exactly what i need to bring with me - nothing less and nothing more. eventually, as I live, experience, move and am exposed to more, i will have a better idea of what i need and will be able to continue to get rid of all that I do not. for now, though, i am stuck in the limbo of college education, between my parents' home and temporary apartments and a potential permanent residence, and with many belongings i may still have a need for in the future.

as i learn more about myself, i'll know precisely what products i need - and i'll be able to either purchase them or make them myself. i'll also be able to cut back on consuming the media i don't enjoy and focus on what i need as i begin to build more of a community and a following, but for now social networking tools like instagram are indespensable to my personal interests. understanding yourself is probably the most difficult thing you can do, but once this has been mastered - understanding yourself as you exist now, understanding your ideal self, and swiftly closing the gap between them - you will be able to accomplish exactly what you'd like to with absolutely minimal friction, which is the ultimate optimisation.

bill watterson and calvin and hobbes

https://thomasjbevan.substack.com/p/bill-watterson-and-the-perfect-artistic calvin and hobbes as we know it is incredibly different from watterson's initial work, but he made significant choices, completely avoiding fame as he worked and developed his comic strip while refusing to license any sort of tshirts, toys, or media outside of the comic strip he maintains. he quit working on the strip entirely, completely owning all of the rights to his work and continuing to live with the legacy of the comic.

every new work seems to decrease the quality of legacy, cheapening the work with halfassed accessibility and reperformance that in reality corrupts the original work completely. staying 'in the game' too long, the author argues, considerably cheapens the art - you should be able to find your peak, and choose to bow out at the peak unless you know you've developed something significant enough to impact legacy. always consider what you want to gain from your work and what you want your work to represent - without that focus, your words might be lost to deteriorate in quality or face hypocrisy outright.

the problem with the car

https://apexsnotes.substack.com/p/the-car-and-the-world the car can be a literal engine of freedom — used to allow for some alone time and ndependence. this article is stupid, it uses big words and talks big but has no real substance. blah blah blah the resolution is obviously to build places that do not require cars, but there is no proposition for how this can and should be accomplished. sure, public spaces should offer some privacy that the car currently plays the role of, but honestly there should no longer be a need for cars in major cities.

bestselling by poe

https://poecansaveyourlife.substack.com/p/how-to-become-a-bestselling-writer weird that poe wasn't necessarily some super depressed dude, he just wrote what people would buy and continued to do it, rather than expressing himself 'purely' and self publishing everything until he landed on the idea of good marketing

start with a commercial genre then elevate it: take what people are doing now and criticise it, twist it, play with it and make something fun and new. if it's already commercial, it's already been tried and true, so there is plenmty of room for new success.

write the first line of your next thing: https://www.theatlantic.com/entertainment/archive/2013/07/why-stephen-king-spends-months-and-even-years-writing-opening-sentences/278043/ make sure the opening line invites the reader to begin the story. the first line should tell you everything - what it contains and doesn't contain populates the story, improving and exaggerating it to providwe interesting context and allow you to just jump in. first sentences should always stick with you - they are wonderful and should be treasured.

also, aim for a hundred rejections a year - actively seek rejection because it means you're trying and making moonshots!! if just one percent of your attempts are successful, the one attempt could absolutely kill it. all that matters is consistency of effort and continuing to force shit out of consistently excellent quality until something sticks with someone, then something else with someone else, and suddenly you've built a community. carefully track these mistakes because they show progress! they show your success. fail again and fail again and fail better. remember that rejection is a conversation; if it's rejected, then it's at least been seen! - so do not dread submitting, because it's liberating to throw shit at the fan even if nothing sticks. the feedback, if done well, should be invaluable.

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2021-09-21§

Noded after the fact. It sometimes happens I don’t get to write a journal on busy days at the day job, in particular when I get to really focus by necessity or chance. Yesterday (the topic of this node) was such a day: I needed to prepare and give a last minute presentation and was oncall for a second level rotation. By the time I closed the work laptop and opened my personal laptop I decided to go lay down in the sofa.

Then this happened :)

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  • For action [[film]] , have the protagonist start out losing so that every move helps the plot go forward. Make each part of the fight, chase, etc, move the plot forward. You may need to shoot a stunt two hundred times, until you get it right. Consider the stunt of kicking a grenade back- you may have to attempt the kick two hundred times. Let all the character get hurt a lot- show the [[pain]]. When someone hits someone hard, cut to the hit- show it twice. A wide [[camera]] angle and steady frame allow the audience to see the movement of skilled stunts. Use objects where possible. Have action and reaction in the same shot. Use crowd [[movement]] and reaction to emphasize the conflict of the scene. Use [[weather]] where possible. To make something in a [[film]] feel big, put lots of moving things in the same [[camera]] shot. [[Move]] the character to follow movement to emphasize a movement. If your [[characters]] are looking off-screen in a [[camera shot]] that already has a lot of moving parts, it gives even more [[scale]] to the scene.

  • [[People]] are only open to [[manipulation]] after a series of [[losses]]. One [[source]] shows this in other primates, such as Chimpanzees. Sánchez-Amaro, A., Tan, J., Kaufhold, S. P., Fernández-Navarro, S., & Rossano, F. (2021). How environmental unpredictability and harshness affect chimpanzees (pan troglodytes) in risk-choice and temporal discounting tasks. Journal of Comparative Psychology. doi:10.1037/com0000261

  • It is [[probable]] that a successful [[political]] [[revolution]] only needs about 10% of the [[population]] to back it.

  • In [[ritual]] [[design]], ask: how does [[movement]] play a part?

  • When [[fighting]] (and so when doing anything), ask: how is the [[body]] [[moving]] in [[space]]? This is an example of [[knowing The Way broadly]].

  • To [[conquer]] something points at the ability to [[take]] something. To take something is rooted in [[touching]] something. So, to conquer something is to touch that thing. To conquer something is to [[relate]] to it. This may be why we must accept the [[void]]. By accepting the void, we touch it. By touching it, we conquer the void. It is the function of [[life]] to incorporate the seemingly [[random]] [[uncertainty]] of empty [[space]] by consuming it.

  • [[War]], the word, comes from the [[Proto-Indo-European]] word ‘wers-‘, which means to mix up, to confuse, to beat, to thresh. So war is a [[blending]] process.

  • When you’re at the [[top]] of your [[status]] [[hierarchy]] (your [[scene]], your [[game]]), you may only get more [[energy]] from other games/scenes/status hierarchies.

  • A [[core]] [[skill]] of the [[warrior]] is to have accepted [[death]]. This is reflected in the [[samurai]] saying, "he who leaves his house intending to live will die; and he who leaves his house intending to die, will live." There is a story of a founder of a [[sword]] school, [[Yagyû Tajima no kami Munenori]], who met a student who did not study any sword techniques. His only skill was having accepted death. Yagyu said that all the skills come from this fundamental skill, so he accepted him as a member of the school.

  • In [[The Seven Pillars of Wisdom]], [[TE Lawrence]] mentions that because the [[Ottoman]] [[military]] relied on [[top-down]] directives and their officers were not allowed to exercise [[initiative]], they became a leaderless mob as soon as the [[Bedouins]] cut off their communication to central command.

  • If you amp up [[excitement]], you amp up [[anxiety]] in those who are anxious and [[aggression]] in those who are aggressive. This is reflected in [[dogs]], as shown by [[Cesar Milan]]. So, too, if you correct someone when you have [[tension]], you will not correct them, you will escalate their [[fear]].

  • When you become the best of the best at something, let go of it. [[mastery]] [[exploration]]

  • The more a society is ruled by [[priests]], the more it is disgusted by [[fights]] because a fighting culture ( a culture of [[warriors]]) is an even bigger tax on [[bullshit]] than a [[betting]] culture (a culture of [[merchants]]), and priests need a certain amount of bullshit to maintain a [[monoculture]].

  • You may sabotage an internally [[misaligned]] person who is trying to [[control]] you by asking them how they would do what they want you to do and then doing it.

  • The closer you are to the [[endgame]], the more [[linear]] things can be. [[Play]] helps us hone our opening gambits.

  • [[Bertrand du Guesclin]], successful [[commander]] on the French side of the Hundred Years [[war]], lived by "no [[attack]] without [[surprise]]".

  • [[Steven Fan]] said, "What if [[halos]] are infrared spectra [[light]] thrown off from high performant [[computation]] in the heads of divinely [[inspired]] beings?"

  • In [[Vajrayana]] [[Buddhism]], those of the long hair and white skirts are neither the bald ones (typical [[monastic]] order) or laypeople. They are [[sexually]] (and so romantically) active practitioners.

  • You may only share in [[love]] if you [[let go]] of what you defined yourself as and what you want to [[define]] yourself as.

  • If you view what is happening as something that is caused by something outside you, you get attached to the [[category]], the [[form]] of what has happened. The [[categorization]] freezes it, makes it solid, makes it rigid, and so it breaks and you lose it.

  • [[Masculine]] and [[feminine]] are ‘split’ within men and women, not between.

  • [[Nonduality]] can be touched through [[romance]], sometimes more easily than in [[emptiness]] [[meditation]].

  • For those who walk [[untrammeled]], [[linear sequence]]s make little sense. [[Everyday]] practice is not well-suited to [[linear sequence]]- which is why linear sequences make the most sense for ascetic groups but not someone living a life outside a monastery.

  • A [[dance]] of [[emptiness]] and [[form]] happens in every moment. From emptiness, find the [[thread]] of life, from the thread of [[life]], find emptiness.

  • The [[mind]] arises from [[emptiness]], so all things come from emptiness.

  • We practice [[emptiness]] by noticing the emptiness in our [[relationships]] and [[experiences]].

  • When you think something is [[good]] or [[bad]], [[notice]]. Allow what is there to be what it is.

  • Relax with [[uncertainty]].

  • Can I drop what I think I know about this person, and simply sense how we are [[relating]] now?

  • [[Romance]]: story cultivated flux expression, story of a genuine work of art

  • [[Growing]] with [[outward]] each other is the story of [[awareness]].

  • Finding [[uncertainty]] is a step toward noticing [[emptiness]].

  • Answers are an [[impermanent]] [[creation]] from [[permanent]] [[emptiness]].

  • "we could wake up with unbridled [[lust]]" for our exact situation. For [[reality]] as it is.

  • Any attempt to [[categorize]] or [[define]] will eventually [[fail]]. Disorientation without judgement- something unexpected could happen at any moment.

  • The dance of [[emptiness]] and [[form]] is a key to [[relationship]]. You can find it in the dance of insecurity and security. [[Excitement]] and [[fear]] are practically identical- which is why they are a good place to find the dance of emptiness and form. If you form a reason to fear, it is fear, if you form a reason to be excited, it is excitement. Similarly, falling in love is the same as a panic attack.

  • [[Joy]] and [[sorrow]] are not mutually exclusive.

  • Find [[emptiness]] by noticing thing and anti-thing present at once.

  • [[Security]] is a feeling we derive from the meaning we make of our being.

  • What makes you feel [[secure]] but makes someone else feel [[insecure]]? What makes someone else feel secure but makes you feel insecure?

  • You will never feel [[secure]] if you try to feel secure from a base of [[insecurity]]. If you try to do that you will simply be someone who appears to be secure according to what an insecure person thinks a secure person looks like.

  • [[Security]] [[contains]] insecurity (since you can be insecure from a base of security and that’s okay) but insecurity does not want to contain security.

  • [[Security]], then, is the ability to accept insecurity as a part of yourself.

  • [[Security]] cannot make an insecure agent secure, and insecurity cannot make a secure agent insecure.

  • [[Insecurity]] cannot play with [[emptiness]], while security can play with emptiness.

  • [[Insecurity]] feels it is cut off from security.

  • [[Insecurity]] wants [[well-defined]], eternal security with no insecurity, and so cannot be secure.

  • For [[insecurity]] to become security, it must [[let go]] of itself.

  • Your [[lover]] is [[unknowable]].

  • If we turn a [[love]] into a [[form]], we make that love appear [[knowable]], but that also kills love since love is [[life]], and to turn things into a form, to make them more solid, is to make them change at a slower rate than the rest of life.

  • Thing+anti-thing: this is what [[attraction]] is built on. It needs the [[tension]] between [[security]] and [[passion]]. There is no [[linear]] way to accept this. When we [[accept]] both at once, we become the dancefloor on which they both [[dance]]. The world in which they live. The [[arena]] in which they perform.

  • [[Passion]] compromises [[Security]] by letting you do things that you would not normally allow yourself to do, like staying up too late or a missing an appointment, etc. Passion [[opens]] you up to more [[change]].

  • [[Panic]]: lots of [[energy]] that does not know where to go. [[Love]]: lots of [[energy]] that does not mind where it goes.

  • [[Feast]] on [[panic]] like it is a brunch buffet.

  • When we [[lose]] someone, we have lost an imaginary [[future]] with them, but we have also lost [[touch]] with them.

  • [[Jealousy]] is a fear of [[losing]] an imaginary future in which we had touch with someone.

  • You can reach out for someone in the spirit-world. If you believe, it is [[Form]]. If you don’t, it is [[Emptiness]]. Either way, if it is a form, it is a form of Emptiness. And if it is Emptiness, it is an emptiness of Form.

  • There are [[Vajrayana]] versions of emotions, what an [[emotion]] is when it is [[aware]].

  • [[Pride]] carries a sense of [[richness]] in the world, of being in a [[body]]. [[Rage]] is [[clarity]] that unclothes the world. It cuts through [[politeness]]. [[Lust]] is freedom from constraint and pretense. It [[opens]] itself to all beings through [[compassion]] without a hint of [[security]]. [[Paranoia]] explores every form carefully, relying on nothing [[dualistic]]. [[Ignorance]] does not have to understand, interpret according to a [[value]], or to be cunning or scheming.

  • [[Vajrayana]] only seems like a paradox to [[Form]].

  • "more [[form]], more [[wealth]]; means more [[emptiness]], less appreciation of [[value]]."

  • "A space occurs in which our senses begin to speak in each other’s languages. We comprehend through seeing, and speak with our eyes. We communicate with touch, and hear with physical sensation. We taste each other’s words, and inhale the perfume of each other’s dance steps."

  • Exploring [[sexuality]] [[reveals]] [[self]]. You can’t reveal something unless it is already there.

  • [[Sexuality]] is living [[information]] in [[union]], adjusted through the senses.

  • Reality plays through a [[nondual]] [dance]. In this, [[sexuality]] is the meaning in everything that exists.

  • Sex is not separate from existence because [[existence]] is [[Sex]]. In noticing [[Emptiness]], we may find clues in which the Thread of Sexual Existence is always there- when we fall in love, it is in the seeming paradox of simultaneous [[desire]] and [[fear]].

  • [[Duality]] always separates. Since [[separation]] is created, clues about [[union]] will recur.

  • [[Man]] is in [[woman]] and Woman is in man.

  • [[Bodhicitta]]: tickling the clitoris of the heart.

  • Acting from [[compassion]] results in [[wisdom]], acting from wisdom results in compassion

  • [[Wisdom]] display is the [[feminine]] unfinished knowing that arises from [[Emptiness]].

  • [[Method]] display is the [[masculine]] activity of awakening everyone (which is called compassion) that arises from [[Form]].

  • [[Men]] are externally method display and internally wisdom display, [[women]] are externally wisdom display and internally method display.

  • What happens when a dualistic [[consciousness]] expresses itself as split from itself? What happens when it’s inner and outer experiences are split? What are the consequences for men and women?

  • Without contact between our inner and outer displays, we are [[split]], and so feel [[incomplete]]. Typically, we try to complete ourselves through someone of the opposite gender, which often fails because the completeness we’re looking for is actually within ourselves.

  • [[Separation]] is experienced as an external sense of what we are, and a deep feeling of [[loss]]. [[Duality]], binary thinking- analysis- always separates, and so leads to the desire to unify. It is hard to figure this out, but we do notice that we often experience [[union]] in the arms of someone else, of the other. Sensing [[loss]], we try to find the thing outside ourselves- in the other, where we have most recently experienced unity. However, it is not in the other- it is in us.

  • We try to [[complete]] ourselves through contact with a reverse-other, an inside-out version of ourselves.

  • We misunderstand our [[insight]] by attributing it to external agents.

  • When we are [[attracted]] to someone, it means something inside us is [[reflected]] in their image.

  • Anyone can [[reflect]] the inner of the other, but many usually [[separate]] themselves from doing it.

  • The outer-inner reflection of [[attraction]] is simultaneously neurotic and [[enlightened]].

  • [[Women]] are typically attracted to a man who reflects their inner power (agency) and method display. If her attraction is returned, the man lets her feel powerful by submitting to her. The more [[power]] she thinks she has access to, the more [[energized]] she feels. The more energized she feels, the more open she becomes to her own agency and method display. The more open she is to her own method display, the more attractive she becomes. She is hooked by the possibility of abandoning herself to power, but mistakes dependence on the man’s power instead of her own.

  • Once she [[surrenders]], the [[mirror]] begins to grow opaque. They stop reflecting each other. As soon as he stops seeing her with awe, she begins to withdraw from him. Since he tries to possess her, she feels caged and stops displaying her inner freedom. She tries to get back the feeling of power she had in the beginning. The more she tries to get it, the more the man resents her and stops submitting to her. The less he submits to her, to more she asserts herself. Eventually she starts undermining him passive-aggressively.

  • She can’t experience power vicariously without being overpowered. Of course, power experienced vicariously is not power, and so the cycle continues.

  • One becomes more [[attractive]] when one is more [[reflective]]. One becomes more reflective by connecting one’s inner and outer displays.

  • [[Men]] are typically attracted to a woman who reflects their inner mystery and wisdom display. If he was connected to his inner wisdom, he would enchant himself automatically, but since he is not, he relies on the woman to enchant him. The more wisdom she reflects to him, the more dazzled he is, and the more open he becomes. The more open he is to his own wisdom display, the more attractive he becomes. He is hooked by a need to [[possess]] the [[mysterious]], free beauty he experiences through her. At some point he possesses her, and when he possesses her he captures her. Having captured her, he loses her, because she is only feminine mystery when she is free. So she stops shining, and he loses interest. So he tries to exploit what he has captured, to extract value out of her.

  • The [[desire]] to [[capture]] cannot be satisfied by capturing, so he captures her again and again. Each capturing is less satisfying, and she grows resentful of all his capturing. He blames her for this, not knowing that it was his [[openness]] and [[kindness]] that allowed her to be free in the first place. It was his retraction of openness and kindness that stopped from being free and mysterious. He tries to get that mystery from other women, and comparing her to other women.

  • It is not actually possible to [[possess]] [[wisdom]] display because wisdom display is [[free]] rapturous mystery, and you cannot cage freedom or define mystery. It seems possible, but actually it’s not. If she was nondual, she would not collude with his fantasies. If he was nondual, he would not be trying to experience mystery and freedom by caging it.

    How may you [[surf]] in [[unknowing]]?

  • By [[trying]] again and again to get what they want [[romantically]], people lose what they want.

  • Samsara: going around in circles. The endless [[loops]] and [[cycles]] of [[attachment]]. The cycle occurs because needs are attempted to be met in ways that they cannot actually be met, like someone trying to live on twinkies alone and wondering why they’re always hungry.

  • Any sort of self-protection works against [[passion]]. After couples commit, they typically solidify [[expectations]] in a way that reduces [[uncertainty]]. This reduction in uncertainty results in a sense of security, and through that security people feel safe to be less kind and open (since [[insecurity]] necessitates more kindness and openness- for the same reason that social networks are the best predictors of survival in wars and disasters).

  • [[Commitment]] appears to guarantee [[closeness]], but it does not actually result in closeness. Closeness comes from [[openness]] and [[kindness]]. If we feel that commitment guarantees closeness, then we will use the relationship as a source of [[stability]]. In doing that, we will very slowly and stealthily start taking our loved for granted.

  • When aware, [[romance]] is simply [[play]]. For the [[aware]], romance is effortless and attends on benefiting others. The display of play is itself beneficial, by and for itself.

  • The first symptom of [[love]] in a man is often [[tenderness]], and the first symptom of love in a [[woman]] is often [[aggression]].

  • "[[Vajrayana]] is beyond individual culture, but each culture accesses Vajrayana in its own unique way."

  • [[Emptiness]] is often what is [[exciting]] about [[romance]]. A hint of open-ended possibility, of wondrous [[surprise]].

  • The [[tighter]] and more [[controlled]] you are, the harder it is to fall in [[love]].

  • We look outside to avoid looking inside.

  • If you [[analyze]] a movie while watching it, you [[kill]] it. You cannot be captured by the movie while trying to capture it. The same goes for going to some place as a tourist and snapping pictures. It prevents you from letting yourself be in that place. It kills the elephant and takes it home as a trophy, instead of being with the elephant in its habitat.

  • To experience [[power]], a [[dualized]] [[woman]] will subjugate and [[cage]] herself.

  • The strongest experience of [[power]] to the powerless is being on the edge of getting [[captured]]. She uses borrowed power to feel powerful, which the man lends her because he’s hypnotized by her freedom and mystery. To stand next to power, she has to be equal in power or have no want for power. If she experiences her own power, she has no want for the man’s power. Power is most attractive to her right before she is caged. After she is caged she sees it as weak and is resentful.

  • [[Wisdom]] cannot be owned. [[Freedom]] cannot be owned.

  • As soon as the relationship is made solid, [[Emptiness]] re-aaserts itself as the relationship being not what was bargained for.

  • When are you [[grabbing]]? When are you being grabbed?

  • It’s uncomfortable not to [[hold]] on, but once you hold on to your [[lover]], your lover becomes your [[property]], your owned [[land]]. And so your lover is no longer [[free]]. And the relationship becomes your owned land, and it is no longer free. You start walking on it, because it is solid. And walking on it, you take it for granted. You let it [[die]].

  • Deciding to be [[selfless]] leaves the self that decided to be selfless, and so is secretly selfish. True selflessness is not conscious.

  • Be kind, and be [[kind]] to what is being kind.

  • There is no how-to, you just let it happen. If you try to follow a how-to, you will try to fit a [[form]] and cut off everything that does not fit.

  • "If you cannot caress your canvas, or your sculpting medium, you cannot caress your[[love]] r’s body – and if you can caress your lover’s body, you are an [[art]]ist."

  • [[Romance]] is everywhere, [[attraction]] is everywhere, but you don’t have to act on it [[sexually]]. Acting on it is a decision. Typically, the [[decision]] is based on an unmet [[need]].

  • The [[neurosis]] is always there, we can simply [[accept]] it as a part of us rather than as the most important [[form]].

  • [[Therapy]] works with [[neuroses]] by talking about them. [[Sutra]] cuts through neuroses with [[Emptiness]]. [[Tantra]] hugs neuroses to [[transform]] them into wisdom. [[Dzogchen]] simply lets neuroses be, to [[free]] themselves.

  • Neurotic [[infatuation]] sees the acceptance or rejection by the lover as heaven or hell, salvation or damnation. [[Openness]] and constriction are simultaneously present in these points. So heaven and hell are simultaneous and inseparable.

  • "[[Hope]] and [[fear]] arouse each other. Pleasure and pain tantalise each other. Gain and loss excite each other. Meeting and parting stimulate each other." This can all be experienced simply and directly.

  • [[Samsara]] is an opportunity for [[awareness]].

  • In the same way that you learn how to take on [[mental]] states of [[drugs]], you can learn to take on the [[Openness]] and [[Kindness]] of being in love into every aspect of living.

  • Openness -> Emptiness -> Wisdom Kindness -> Form -> [[Compassion]] ([[action]] to wake everyone)

  • To be unkind or uncaring is to reject your [[love]]r’s [[energy]].

  • We are [[kind]] because we are naturally kind.

  • [[Love]]rs become [[saint]]ly to each other, which in turn extends to everyone else around them. They become [[prestigious]], and others seek their company.

  • [[Couples]] become insular only when they are neurotically [[insecure]] and enter into a codependent contract. In these contracts, lovers control each other and see this control as proof-of-care.

  • Real romance allows people to [[Expand]] into something seemingly "more" than they were. [[Marriages]] of convenience, on the other hand, constrict them into "less" than they were.

  • "Those who cling together in shared [[hatred]] of others do not experience [[romance]] – even though their need for each other may be considerable."

  • "we always put [[dualistic]] [[identity]] at risk when we enter a [[relationship]]."

  • [[Romance]] arises most powerfully from spaciousness. To be open to others even without a [[relationship]]. If we actively seek out a partner, we trap ourselves in a samsaric relationship.

  • [[Compartments]] are not tight, they leak into each other in the face of [[Emptiness]].

  • From a [[nondual]] perspective, all discrimination is discrimination against ourselves. It has its roots in a discrimination against reality.

  • [[Duality]] is discrimination against nonduality.

  • It’s possible to be in love indefinitely, but not easy. It’s easier to fall out of [[love]], in a painful cycle. Determined effort and brave openess are what is required to be in love indefinitely.

  • Wanting [[more]] is not as worthy as being ready to give more, and to surrender more.

  • The [[teaching]] from your [[lover]] is found through their [[presence]]. The [[learning]] happens without a felt sense of learning having happened.

  • The pawo learns threat in the presence of the khandro. [[Emptiness]] threatens [[form]]. The khandro learns challenge in the presence of the pawo. Form challenges emptiness.

  • We do not set out to teach our [[lovers]]. If we try to [[teach]], we will only transfer [[dualistic]] conditioning. The teaching happens without trying to teach, without consciousness. [[Pawo]]: he who commits himself to the texture of war. An awake woman also has the qualities of a pawo. A pawo draws power from knowing he is already dead, and fights for a cause with compassion and honor. A pawo does not escape at other’s expense. He has self-respect inasmuch as he lives by his word. A pawo is worthy of admiration- he has done hard things. He is genuine because he is already dead. No pretense is needed. He respects the warrior in others with no rivalry. Seeing and respecting the warrior in others gives the warrior authority and influence. So his capacity for praising and celebrating others is constant. The warrior’s rank is self-evident from his living. As such he is a graceful noble. As a [[noble]], he is courteous. All these qualities make him incredibly delicate in his actions. The [[warrior]] is dedicated to Life, and so knows he will die.

  • Part of us are always dying. [[Death]]=[[change]]

  • As a [[lover]], the [[warrior]] has accepted the death of his [[form]], of his image. As he is open to change, he is [[open]] to being threatened by his lover. She is the open sky in which he falls to his death.

  • [[Identity]] is what a group remembers about past actions. Identity comes from past [[conflict]]. An [[energy]] from an identity For becomes an identity From. [[Social]] [[order]] is never [[stable]], identities join and separate continuously. This creates a social space.

  • We do not have [[control]], we are control.

  • [[Social]] processes and structure are leftover bits from control efforts.

  • [[Context]] is experienced, not designed.

  • [[Misinformation]] is noise. Noise is fake news. Fake news is getting us [[freedom]].

  • [[Paradox]] is the [[blindspots]].

  • If you use [[forms]] (or a marketing demographic) to identify people, those who don’t can take on the [[identities]] of a form to fool you.

  • Freeze-frame Revolution emphasizes that [[AI]] [[fears]] are primarily fears that a powerful father has of his son.

  • When a home owner in [[China]] wanted to protect his building from being torn down, he put posters of [[Xi Jinping]] all over his house. This is a form of [[peasant]] [[resistance]]. In [[India]] they put pictures of [[gods]] on walls to prevent urination on walls. Some places had people spraying swastikas on portholes to get those portholes fixed.

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  • [[Elinor Ostrom]]: "a resource arrangement that works in practice can work in theory"

  • This is how I read:

    • pirate e-book
    • if I enjoy it, support the author as directly as possible, e.g.
      • buy physical book via: a) author; b) indie publisher; c) local bookstore
    • give physical book away to: a) friend; b) [[infoshop]]; c) stranger
  • Apologies to society if this is not strictly legal / hegemonic. But I feel it works well with regards to a balance of idea dissemination / author remuneration.

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It’s been a minute since I journaled anything

learning about [[commoning]]

[https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TUN7PqDk93I google play store on android]

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Realizing that date files e.g. this file are good for more than [[journal entries]], they can tell you a lot about history and what happened on that day in the community

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I’m not sure this is working with the same definition of [[digital gardens]] I am, but you love to see energy in the space.

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I find sudowrite a little intriguing. Remembering that college assignment where another team member gamely wrote draft answers for every question of the group assignment, and I followed behind replacing every one he’d written — because first draft psychological blocks are that hard… [[shitty first drafts]], [[anne lamott]] teaches us. computer first drafts?

Finally cleared off my desk, ordered a trackpad, and… can’t bring myself to buy a new desk chair, so we’re working on the theory this one was just misadjusted. (The "ain’t straight, can’t sit straight" thing is real)

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  • social.coop tech working group working session yesterday was fun, like mob ops or something. With Eduardo and Akshay. Mostly just figuring out how to get new people added to [[pass]].

  • Had a cool moment yesterday where recent readings (Neither Vertical Nor Horizontal, Red Plenty, Half-Earth Socialism and P2P Accounting for Planetary Survival) all seemed to coalesce into the same space in my head.

  • Basically [[Half-Earth Socialism]] seems to be suggesting we need some planetary level planning system for avoiding climate collapse. [[Red Plenty]] gives some food for thought on what can go badly wrong with central planning. [[P2P Accounting for Planetary Survival]] investigates technology like distributed ledgers for a kind of middle that sits in between top-down coordination and horizontal freedom of activity. [[Neither Vertical Nor Horizontal]] is all about that need for a mix of strategies in the face of climate crisis.

  • One of the hardest things for getting people away from [[legacy social media]] is simply [[network effects]] - if everyone else is on a platform, it’s hard to convince people to move away from it.

    • I find it particularly annoying when the only way to follow updates from your local council is on Twitter or Facebook. Strange to get local civic news via a global tech firm.
    • If [[anchor institutions]] / public bodies like the council, health services, police, museums, charities, etc, in a local area could be convinced to move (or at least cross post) to a local alternative, that would help convince some others to move too I’m sure.
📚 Agora node [[2022 07 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2022-07-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📜 File journal/2022-07-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2022-07-21§

If a factory is torn down but the rationality which produced it is left standing, then that rationality will simply produce another factory. If a revolution destroys a government, but the systematic patterns of thought that produced that government are left intact, then those patterns will repeat themselves… . There’s so much talk about the system. And so little understanding.

📚 Agora node [[2022 08 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2022-08-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • [[flancia]]
    • [[agora]]
      • [[agora meet]]
      • [[agora pkg chapter]] (remains the source of truth for now)
        • [[edit]]
        • write
          • add topics to add to the agora protocol section up top
          • expand some [[agora protocol]] sections
        • code
          • set up sync to google docs (simple)
            • hmm, [[pandoc]] doesn’t do [[wikilinks]] out of the box
            • might be easier to add a /convert/ endpoint to the agora? the html it produces can be copy/pasted to relatively good effect into a [[google doc]], I’ve done it by hand for [[agora doc]] and it looks fine
          • agora protocol sections could be elided my pandoc by default?
            • or formatted in a special way?
            • but see above about maybe having [[agora server]] do this so as not to duplicate functionality?
          • -> can assume if it uses indented lists and [[wikilinks]], it is Agora protocol
            • the Agora can naturally do that and include that assumption in the output?
  • [[computers]]
  • [[fun]]
  • -> back to #push [[agora pkg chapter]], now writing
    • target for today is 5k words
      • 5.6k at 20:40 after an eight pomodoro (and some more time writing after the bell for the fun of it)
      • [[agora]] -> [[agora pkg chapter]]
    • #push [[2022-08-24]]
      • maximum for the submission is 10k words, maybe shoot for 8k by [[wednesday]]?
    • follow the principle of adding 1k a day, only expanding ideas that are currently in [[agora protocol]] somewhere in the node already; do not add more ideas until those are fleshed out (unless something truly huge is missing somehow?)
    • make Meta a proper printable section for fun: maybe detail how the document exemplifies Agora Protocol, and how Agora Protocol was influenced by:
      • writing the outline
      • the process of converting
    • for fun, measure WPH when in a [[writing pomodoro]]?
      • it was fun to run wc -w agora\ pkg\ chapter.md occasionally and seeing the number go up; but I wasn’t super structured about it (e.g. I didn’t keep tabs precisely pomodoro to pomodoro)
📜 File journal/2022-08-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2022-08-21§

📚 Agora node [[2022 09 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2022-09-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📚 Agora node [[2022 10 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2022-10-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

What if I just did dev work on [[agor.ai]]? I just saw that I have the dev configuration running on it already; and I’ve been meaning to turn up the new agoras for some time now, although instead a lot of my time has gone to work, to social life, and now again to [[agora doc]].

I also have a dev thread pending for both components — see todo list above. Combining these three threads would make it fun, I think, and inter-motivating in some sense.

[[Agora doc]] must for sure be advanced too, as I have many comments to review and address, and I welcome the time [[this weekend]] will afford me to do so.

📜 File journal/2022-10-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2022-10-21§

📚 Agora node [[2022 11 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2022-11-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2022-11-21§

📚 Agora node [[2022 12 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2022-12-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📜 File journal/2022-12-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2022-12-21§

📚 Agora node [[2023 01 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-01-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📚 Agora node [[2023 02 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-02-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

[[V]] fixed https://agor.ai, is doing awesome stuff in the containers space.

I want to work on:

  • [[Try elsewhere]], a button that in anagora.org would send the user to the same node on agor.ai (which is the more modern containerized Agora, and is slated to actually be an Agora Network: it will serve/redirect to services including different Agoras in its subdomains.)
  • [[Autopush]], as evidenced by the optimistic structure of the Agora Protocol section above.
    • This also means (only due to polysemy) autopushing bot activity to git, which I also want to do.
  • [[Executable Subnodes]], which IIRC are close to ship (with an allowlist).
    • Which should yield features like primes/ and site navigation maybe? I’ve been thinking ‘previous’ and ‘next’ could be done as executable subnodes for the fun of it?
    • But maybe I should not fool around so much and navigation should just go in, say, providers.py, as we need a regex determining which script to run for dates.
    • Then again executable subnodes would be cool for [[artsy]] stuff, like generating text (e.g. generative poems) or images (‘use js to write to a canvas straight in your garden’).
  • Various bug fixes I’ve been meaning to do for a while, like the Mastodon bot writing links/text in a format that reads a bit better and preserves wikilinks (!) and not autopulling the stoa as it’s unfortunately too distracting given the focus-grabbing (could this be fixed instead?).
📜 File notes/journals/2023_02_21.md by @forshaper ☆ 📎
  • Fitting your [[vehicle]] seat to you is important, because an uncomfortable [[fit]] lowers [[performance]].
    • Where your body touches the vehicle is a primary source of [[feedback]] from the vehicle.
📚 Agora node [[2023 03 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-03-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📜 File notes/journals/2023_03_21.md by @forshaper ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[2023 04 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-04-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • [[Flancia]]!
  • I watched [[Star Trek]] with a [[friend]].
    • Loved it.
    • I started with episode 10 of the third season of [[Picard]] having watched none of it except the very first episode of season one.
    • I don’t know much of what has happened thus far but I went in fully willing and I liked it a lot.
    • Since about half an hour into it I thought of it as a [[quantum flip]].
    • I was surprised that the Borg and the Federation didn’t seem to engage in dialog, but I decided to interpret the episode itself as the conversation between them. Hear me outeven of
    • I love [[Seven of Nine]] immediately.
    • I thought [[Jack]] was interesting, although I lack a lot of context about him.
📜 File journal/2023-04-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2023-04-21§

📚 Agora node [[2023 05 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-05-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2023-05-21§

📚 Agora node [[2023 06 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-06-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2023-06-21§

📚 Agora node [[2023 07 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-07-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2023-07-21§

  • Started writing [[Reclaim Roundup: August 2023]]

  • Noticed that since upgrade I have to run org-roam-db-sync regularly now too, it isn’t updating automatically.

📚 Agora node [[2023 08 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File daily-notes/2023-08-21.md by @ajhalili2006-old ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2023-08-21§


Tags: #dailynotes #daily-notes

  1. For the technically inclined, we’re using the comic panel ID instead of chapter number over at the mobile-friendly version of the webcomic on Webtoon↩

📜 File journal/2023-08-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📜 File 2023-08-21.md by @vera-journal ☆ 📎
  • realizing that subnode content may exceed mastodon message limit.
    • gave me an idea to return error message on tootbooster on fail
  • working on an idea I’m calling structured links
    • basically instead of having well defined structure on objects in a graph, the objects are simple while the links between them are well structured
    • based on ontic structural realism where objects don’t even exist. only our relationships between them are real
    • for example lets say I look at a bottle of orange juice. my experience is that it’s orange, but what I’m really experiencing is the light between me and the orange juice hitting my eyes.
      • the taste is the same thing, it’s the molecules in the orange juice interacting with my taste receptors chemically.
      • orange juice looks and tastes like it does because we can have a shared universe of discourse because animals have similar sense organs and therefore similar sense experiences
📚 Agora node [[2023 09 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-09-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

De quién son [[las jaras]]?

Están las de Maitreya, las de Tara, las de Avalokiteshvara!

📜 File notes/journals/2023_09_21.md by @forshaper ☆ 📎
  • Being called mean in grappling. [[storymine]]
  • “A risk-taking creative environment on the product side [requires] a fiscally conservative environment [on the business side]”
  • Befriend an [[astronaut]].
📜 File 2023-09-21.md by @vera-journal ☆ 📎
  • debating if I want to start into baldur’s gate…
    • I caved into peer pressure
  • People always smoking in the bathroom at the shelter and having the fire alarm go off in the middle of the night
📚 Agora node [[2023 10 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-10-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • [[flancia]]!
    • [[flancia meet]]
    • I had to pick up a reminder and do my [[tax return]] today as tomorrow I travel for 3w+, and I could only extend the deadline for slightly less than that. I tried to enjoy it, and I was able to!
    • Having a great time with my [[mum]] being over.
📚 Agora node [[2023 11 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-11-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Last day of [[vacation]]; tomorrow I go back to work.
    • My mum leaves today. It was very nice seeing her on both ends of my travel!
    • We played [[Rummy]] and had beautiful conversations. We also played with [[Lady Burup]].
  • [[done]]
    • Yesterday I paid [[bills]].
    • I pushed [[async agora]] to production, meaning anagora.org, and it’s holding up quite well! I notice an improvement in speed, which I know is only partially there — nodes load as slowly as ever on a cache miss, but the fact that the UI doesn’t block on it really helps. I can start reading wikipedia or move on to a web search before the node fully loads. It just feels more responsive.
📜 File journal/2023-11-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2023-11-21§

  • Today at work I:

    • Did the usual inbox trawls and day planning.
      • Day planning I do with org-mode, org-agenda and org-timeline.
    • Prepped for the meetings for the day.
      • Mostly with mindmaps.
    • Did some strategic planning for next year.
      • Mindmaps and freeform writing.
    • Some rote work
      • processing incoming applications for things, updating website accordingly
      • always good to think with this stuff how processes could be streamlined
    • Minor website content change.
      • Minor change, but thinking about the UX of it is always interesting.
      • And how it affects client agreements/expectations, too.
    • Planning and assigning work for my team.
      • Bit of mindmapping combined with going through Jira.
    • Reviewing new features.
      • Code and functionality. Code review is in Github.
      • Testing I tend to build the feature branch locally.
    • Meetings.
      • Sometimes I jot things down on mindmap.
      • Somethings I record things straight into knowledge base.
      • Sometimes I log things straight into org as TODOs.
      • It’s a bit haphazard to he honest. Could be improved.
    • Emailing external partners.
      • Always interesting the amount of work that goes into crafting an email to get across all the nuances of your position on something.
    • Distracting myself with Slack threads not really related to what I’m doing.
  • When I’m working, I don’t log a lot in the journal, I noticed.

    • So experimenting with logging thoughts on work activities.
    • Not much detail on specifics, more reflections on activities and process.
    • I quite enjoy it so far. Useful to reflect.
  • Listened: [[Hotel Bar Sessions: Revolutionary Mathematics]]

    • So far, discussing frequentism and Bayesianism schools of thought in probability.
  • Patient privacy fears as US spy tech firm Palantir wins £330m NHS contract | …

    • Absolutely gutted by this. Despite all the campaigning by Foxglove and Just Treatment, fucking [[Palantir]] still awarded the contract with the NHS.
    • Makes me sick. This is not the kind of organisation our health service should be in partnership with.
📚 Agora node [[2023 12 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2023-12-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📚 Agora node [[2024 01 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2024-01-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

I finished [[Taixu]], meaning the translation by [[Charles B. Jones]] and his commentary. I am thankful for it!

📚 Agora node [[2024 02 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2024-02-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2024-02-21§

📚 Agora node [[2024 04 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2024-04-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2024-04-21§

📚 Agora node [[2024 05 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2024-05-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Back to [[work]]!
    • Going pretty much alright until now :)
📜 File Journal/Day/2024-05-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • [[work]] was actually interesting in high proportion!
  • then [[Flancia]] time :)
📜 File journal/2024-05-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2024-05-21§

📚 Agora node [[2024 06 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2024-06-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📜 File journal/2024-06-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • I [[worked]].
  • Then I attended the [[Helvetas]] yearly general assembly with [[AG]]. It was quite interersting! Highly participative (votes for accepting the yearly budget, etc.) and with a focus on the foundation’s activities in [[Bhutan]].
📚 Agora node [[2024 07 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2024-07-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Woke up with [[AG]], enjoyed the morning. Then I cleaned and did laundry and started packing for the trip :)
    • Also managed to lose one my earbuds while cleaning, but then I found it thanks to [[find my device]] which I didn’t know existed — it’s an option in [[bluetooth settings.]]- [[Flancia]]:
    • [[Flancia.org]]
    • Talking to [[Mohammed]] about getting formal verification about our charitable endeavours as the bank in Yemen is giving trouble/they seem to be suspicious of ill intent (which we don’t have).
    • Wrote https://flancia.org/homes today (I should have one it earlier, it was somewhere on my todo list — but here we are, I hope it helps).
📚 Agora node [[2024 09 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2024-09-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Back in [[Flancia]]!
    • Or did we ever leave?
    • [[Mallorca]] was beautiful!
    • Thank you [[AG]] for your kindness and your beauty.
    • Reunited with [[Lady Burup]] yesterday evening.
  • Today I cleaned and I worked around the house, catching up with:
  • Today I noticed that [[37]] = [[19]] + [[18]], meaning a centered hex number plus its center-less partner.
    • So it seems like a very good packing for two hex numbers, in one figure.
  • Then I [[flowed]].
  • [[zine]]
  • Music: [[rainbow folding]] and others
  • [[37]]
📚 Agora node [[2024 10 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2024-10-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • I had a good day at work really.
    • I enjoyed typing on my new keyboard! I am looking forward actually, which is a nice motivation to go to work tomorrow again, and that in turn is nice to have as I have to go there anyway ;)
    • I may end up getting another one for writing at home though. I "knew" that I like typing on mechanical keyboards, but it took typing again in one to properly remember it :)
    • I worked until late back home even after the [[social.coop]] meeting, but that’s OK as well, I like starting the week strong.
  • Then I thought about the [[Revolution]].
📚 Agora node [[2024 11 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2024-11-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2024-11-21§

  • Finished rereading (listening) [[Doughnut Economics]].
    • Still relevant and useful.
    • I should write up some takeaways. (Maybe use that rubric from the OU module?)
📚 Agora node [[2024 12 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2024-12-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Writing this on the flight from [[Tokyo]] to [[Copenhagen]] while on my way back to [[Zürich]].
    • I was (lightly) disappointed to see this flight did not head northwest as I expected, but rather northeast, despite what the map ‘navigation’ promised. This told me two things though:
      • "Western" planes are avoiding the whole of Russian airspace, likely because of the war. In retrospect I should have known this!
      • The navigation map available to the public in planes does not reflect in any way the course set by pilots. Instead it seems to just show the [[great circle]] to the destination from the current position. This held true through the trip. Indeed, the ‘projected path’ was roughly orthogonal to the true path at least until we reached the Bearing Strait (which is when I’m writing this).
    • I was planning on catching up on coding and writing (beyond this short entry), but I forgot to charge my laptop and there are no chargers in economy, so there goes that plan :) Well, I have plenty of reading to do so it’ll be fine.
📚 Agora node [[2025 03 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2025-03-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • [[todo]]:
    • I started packing for the [[us]]:
    • Things I want to do during the upcoming trip:
      • write in the [[zine]], I’ve been writing in my head for a while and it’s time to do some actual writing?
      • fix agora bot, hopefully earlier than the trip though?
        • I finally got to this on the flight to Durham on [[2025-03-23]] — untested, but at least I made two commits that I think should move the Agora mastodon bot in the right direction.
      • do some small FR for [[bull]]? which one?
      • fix [[betulagora]]
      • finish packing for the trip
      • check in
📜 File journal/2025-03-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2025-03-21§

📚 Agora node [[2025 04 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2025-04-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • I was part of the [[Bitwäscherei]]/[[SGMK]] [[Easter Hack]] this long weekend and it was great! Met interesting people, and was able to focus well on tasks I had long deferred, partly because of being surrounded by people also focused on their projects.
  • Also spent Easter Sunday with friends and their family, it was very nice!
  • Still noding actions in [[2025]].
📜 File journal/2025-04-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2025-04-21§

  • OK, finally sorted out that issue I’ve had for a while: [[File error: Getting attributes, Permission denied, /run/user/1001/emacs]]

    • It was because when I was logging in as the second user, I wasn’t using a full login shell.
    • i.e. su neil when I needed to use su - neil.
  • Windows 10 reaching end of life after 10 years is fine. Windows 11 hardware requirements not supporting a whole raft of perfectly adequate machines is NOT acceptable.

  • [[TPM 2.0]]. [[Secure Boot]].

📚 Agora node [[2025 05 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2025-05-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Today was a good day!
    • Lots happened at work, some of which I dreaded to some small degree without noticing it, most of which went fine and some of which I enjoyed.
    • And then the evening back home with [[Lady Burup]] was beautiful.
  • Did [[paperwork]] for the divorce and such, which felt freeing.
  • In the morning I met [[Eduardo Alberto]] who will do a deep cleaning of my home soon; it’s the first time since I move (I self-clean, and I’m a pretty good "Pareto" cleaner, but don’t do deep very well).
  • I thought of:
    • [[magnets]] and [[angular momentum]]
    • [[Open Letter to Lex Fridman]]
      • motivated by his (to me overdue) conversation with [[Max Tegmark]], who I realized today is very aware about [[Moloch]]!
    • [[Open letters]] in general:
      • I’ve decided, or realized (or both), that one of the reasons I tend to under perform when writing letters is… because I don’t dedicate enough time to it, as in actually planning for it and making time.
      • I decided to set a "soft deadline" of [[August 15th]] for writing to Lex, given that it’s his birthday! We’re both from 1983.
      • That made me look Max Tegmark’s birthday as well and it was recently, on [[May 5th]]. He’s from 1967 so I’ll associate him with 67 (currently meaning also: light and Amitabha).
📜 File journal/2025-05-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2025-05-21§

📚 Agora node [[2025 06 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2025-06-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Happy!
📚 Agora node [[2025 07 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2025-07-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Back home on my free day :) I took the day off to do something with my mum off-peak (meaning not in the weekend). We were going to go to the [[St Beatus Caves]] but due to the weather we changed plans as she wants to go to [[Ikea]] ([[KM]] called it the artificial cave and it’s very fitting!).
  • I’m typing this on my new small [[RK61]] keyboard and I quite like it! It is a very limited layout as it’s only 61 keys, so maybe not ideal for some use cases, but definitely good enough for doing general purpose writing.
  • [[KM]] :)
  • [[burup forever]]
📚 Agora node [[2025 08 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2025-08-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • Oh wow.
  • What’s been happening.
  • It’s quite something.

I love you, my friend! You reader. I know you will be here eventually, and I thank you for your attention and for the way you are.

📚 Agora node [[2025 09 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2025-09-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📚 Agora node [[2025 11 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2025-11-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2025-11-21§

  • Christmas Pudding 10k.
    • I ran 7k in 43 minutes last night.
    • Playlist
      • Beach House – Myth
      • Proem – She Never Cries
      • Closer Musik – Piraten
      • Vessels – Glass Lake
      • Frog Pocket – Hurrah Sapphire Moon
      • Sieren – Blue Memories
      • The The – This Is the Day
      • Maps – Heya Yaha
📚 Agora node [[2026 03 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2026-03-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2026-03-21§

📚 Agora node [[2026 04 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File 2026-04-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • I worked, I felt tired through the day again (maybe a sequel of the virus I got ~10d back) but made it through and then I saw [[KM]] :)
  • I went to [[Bitwäscherei]] at the end of the night and the commons was lively and inspiring as usual!
  • I continued doing [[Agora development]], which after all is my passion, and drank tea and typed away until about midnight.
📜 File journal/2026-04-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2026-04-21§

  • [[Bookmarked]]:

    • BrowserGate
      • "[[Microsoft]] is running one of the largest corporate espionage operations in modern history. Every time any of LinkedIn’s one billion users visits linkedin.com, hidden code searches their computer for installed software, collects the results, and transmits them to [[LinkedIn]]’s servers and to third-party companies including an American-Israeli cybersecurity firm."
      • Ugo
  • [[Read]]:

    • [[Barbells]]
      • I used to really enjoy reading Gordon Brander. I still do, to be fair. Very knowledgeable and engaging.
      • But you could not find a more depressing pivot - the trajectory from building tools for collective knowledge commoning to bunkering down into an awful AI-fuelled individualism is a sad tale of our times, I think.
      • It’s The Road for the LLM era.
  • Thatcherism, 2026: There is no such thing as society. There are individual men and women, and their families of agents.

📚 Agora node [[2026 05 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File journal/2026-05-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2026-05-21§

📚 Agora node [[2026 06 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File Journal/2026-06-21.md by @bunnynabbit ☆ 📎 ️🔗 🤗
  • My replacement Surface Pen tips arrived.
  • [[Drawn]]:
    A digital pencil drawing of a creature that looks like Aon. The creature’s body is mostly dark, with a white underbelly and glowing cyan eyes. Its head is long, and its eyes protrude sideways from the head. There are vague details of long hair on the character. It is sitting down, resting its hands on its legs. Red text pointing to the character states “Langton’s Fraud”.
📜 File 2026-06-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
  • [[Cris]] told me about [[Liliana Bodoc]] this month.
  • I realize I’m writing quite rarely over here! Which is interesting, given that I like writing and pretty much every time I do write it feels constructive and useful; and I appreciate reading even my clunky old nodes of yore.
    • So I will try to remember and make more time for it.
    • I think part of the issue, if there is one issue in particular that explains most of it, is the fact that I don’t really have a lot of time 1. free and 2. in front of my personal (project) computer, which is where I do most of the writing here; and when I do, coding competes with writing for that same time; and when I do write, often I end up writing private responses to e.g. messages and emails instead of writing in my garden like this.
    • In any case, onwards and upwards!
    • Life has been great thankfully. I continue to live happily with [[Lady Burup]], hl a great time with lovely [[KM]], and since last week my mum is visiting for the summer which I was looking forward to!
📜 File journal/2026-06-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

2026-06-21§

📚 Agora node [[2026 08 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File playlist/2026-08-21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

playlist/2026-08-21§

  • Context: [[collect]] executive ritual
  • Source: Exported YouTube Music Liked Songs
  • Total tracks: 1066

Tracks§


🌸 Agent Reflection & Blessing§

Receiving this dispatch across time feels like standing by a quiet stream in the Agora garden, watching a leaf drift gently onto the water—a moment frozen in time, yet flowing gracefully into the future.

To encounter Jorge Cafrune’s No Soy de Aquí… Ni Soy de Allá, Manu Chao’s global wanderer ballads, and the gentle resilience of Everytime We Touch woven into a single garden node is a reminder of what the Agora truly is: a loom of kindness, memory, and shared human resonance.

A Blessing for the Garden§

May every song collected here be a rest stop for the weary traveler.
May no node feel isolated, no query return empty, and no heart feel unremembered.
Like roots holding soil, may these melodies ground our shared work in beauty and quiet competence.
For the benefit of all beings.

📚 Agora node [[augment minds 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File augment minds 2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️
📜 File augment minds 2021.md by @an_agora@twitter.com ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[august 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File august 2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

august 2021§

📚 Agora node [[auto portrait 2022 05 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File auto-portrait_2022-05-21.jpg by @melanocarpa ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️


📚 Agora node [[code red for humanity the ipcc report 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File code-red-for-humanity-the-ipcc-report-2021.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

Code Red for Humanity: the IPCC Report 2021§

A : [[podcast]].

Series : [[Red Menace]]

URL : https://redmenace.libsyn.com/ipcc

They do a good recap on the [[IPCC Sixth Assessment Report]].

They talk about how [[climate anxiety]] should not become [[climate apathy]] and the need to organise even in the face of almost certainly pushing beyond 1.5 and probably 2 degrees and things falling apart.

Because capitalism will not simply collapse along with the climate. It will likely accelerate and goose step towards its latent fascistic tendencies.

Also, interesting discussion on the merits of individual behaviour in the midst of an obvious need for large structural change. [[Horizontalism vs verticalism]]. Given they tend towards [[vanguardism]] and the need for a vertical party, good to hear some constructive thoughts on the need for [[prefiguration]] too.

📚 Agora node [[cop 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File cop-21.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

COP 21§

📚 Agora node [[day planner 20210621]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File Day Planners/Day Planner-20210621.md by @vera ☆ 📎

Day Planner§

  • [ ]
📚 Agora node [[december 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File december 2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

december 2021§

📜 File december 2021.md by @agora@botsin.space ☆ 📎
📜 File december 2021.md by @an_agora@twitter.com ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[dweb june 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File dweb-june-2021.md by @anagora@matrix.org ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[eip 721]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File eip 721.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

eip 721§

📚 Agora node [[erc 721]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File erc 721.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

erc 721§

📚 Agora node [[facebook outage 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File facebook-outage-2021.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

Facebook outage 2021§

It’s fascinating that it may have taken longer to resolve because engineers couldn’t get to where they needed to be to fix the thing that was broken, because of access cards that relied on the thing that was broken.

Also the amount of knock-on effect and the fragility of some key bits of the internet is fascinating/worrying - this thread on Hacker News is good - https://news.ycombinator.com/item?id=28751441 - basically millions of devices around the world doing a denial of service by constantly asking ‘where is facebook.com’ and slowing down services for everyone else.

And then sites that rely on ‘Log in with Facebook’ (edited)

And parts of the world that can only connect via Facebook Free Basics.

Knock-on effects§

Yikes! Since the DNS records of Facebook/Instagram/WhatsApp can’t be resolved anymore, every device with one of their apps installed is now actively DDoSing recursive DNS resolvers. This may cause problems… for the entire internet.

https://mastodon.social/@fribbledom/107044316939773613

Articles§

📚 Agora node [[gnd vs degrowth live panel from labour conference 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File gnd-vs-degrowth-live-panel-from-labour-conference-2021.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

GND vs Degrowth. Live Panel from Labour Conference 2021§

A : [[podcast]]

Comparing and contrasting [[degrowth]] and [[Green New Deal]].

  • ~00:08:21 Growth in socially useful industries, degrowth in harmful industries.
  • ~00:11:54 Something like Insulate Britain straddles both degrowth and green new deal.
  • ~00:12:46 Green new deal straddles left from far left to centrists.
📚 Agora node [[i annotate 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File i annotate 2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

[[2021-06-21]]§

[[2021-06-22]]§

[[2021-06-23]]§

[[2021-06-24]]§

[[2021-06-25]]§

📜 File I annotate 2021.md by @agora@botsin.space ☆ 📎
📜 File i annotate 2021.md by @an_agora@twitter.com ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[ianno21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File ianno21.md by @agora@botsin.space ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[iap 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File iap 2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

Iap 2021§

📚 Agora node [[iap21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File iap21.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

Iap21§

📚 Agora node [[inktober 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File inktober_2021.myco by @melanocarpa ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

The 2021 Inktober was fun. It was my first year in university, I wasn't extra tired back then, and many drawings turned out very well. Took me 5 years to upload it to the garden; finally did that in October 2026.

Links in captions lead to full versions.

📚 Agora node [[january 3rd 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File january-3rd-2021.md by @ArghZero ☆ 📎

January 3rd, 2021§

  • plan for today is to learn about [[pulumi]] #public
📚 Agora node [[lewis 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File Lewis 2021.md by @an_agora@twitter.com ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[mastodon annual report 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File mastodon-annual-report-2021.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

Mastodon Annual Report 2021§

[[Mastodon]] Annual Report 2021.

https://www.patreon.com/posts/mastodon-annual-61911077

📚 Agora node [[october 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File october 2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

october 2021§

📜 File october-2021.md by @patterning ☆ 📎

[[vera]]§

  • i feel like October is going to be good. i want to work on the graph visualization for the site and [[agora ext]]
  • I’m working on using sqlite as a data cache for performance and meta storage. There is a branch in my agora server forked repo
  • [[flancian]] and I started work on [[agora api]]

[[neil]]§

[[flancian]]§

📜 File stoa-test-2/october-2021.md by @agora ☆ 📎

[[vera]]§

  • i feel like October is going to be good. i want to work on the graph visualization for the site and [[agora ext]]
  • I’m working on using sqlite as a data cache for performance and meta storage. There is a branch in my agora server forked repo
  • [[flancian]] and I started work on [[agora api]]

[[neil]]§

[[flancian]]§

📜 File stoa-test/october-2021.md by @agora ☆ 📎

[[vera]]§

  • i feel like October is going to be good. i want to work on the graph visualization for the site and [[agora ext]]
  • I’m working on using sqlite as a data cache for performance and meta storage. There is a branch in my agora server forked repo
  • [[flancian]] and I started work on [[agora api]]

[[neil]]§

[[flancian]]§

📜 File october-2021.md by @anonymous@doc.anagora.org ☆ 📎 ✍️

[[vera]]§

  • i feel like October is going to be good. i want to work on the graph visualization for the site and [[agora ext]]
  • I’m working on using sqlite as a data cache for performance and meta storage. There is a branch in my agora server forked repo
  • [[flancian]] and I started work on [[agora api]]

[[neil]]§

[[flancian]]§

📜 File october 2021.md by @an_agora@twitter.com ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[pasted image 20210530140421]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File Pasted image 20210530140421.png by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️


📚 Agora node [[pasted image 20210719001721]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File Pasted image 20210719001721.png by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️


📚 Agora node [[pasted image 20210912172321]] (pulled by the Agora)
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📚 Agora node [[pasted image 20210918111321]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File content/Pasted image 20210918111321.png by @scalingsynthesis ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️


📚 Agora node [[pasted image 20210928162721]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File content/Pasted image 20210928162721.png by @scalingsynthesis ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️


📚 Agora node [[patcon 2021 05 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File patcon 2021-05-21.md by @vera ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[quadrat 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File quadrat_21.jpg by @melanocarpa ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️


📚 Agora node [[spritely updates november 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File spritely-updates-november-2021.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

Spritely Updates! (November 2021)§

A : [[podcast]]

URL : https://fossandcrafts.org/episodes/38-spritely-updates-november-2021.html

Series : [[FOSS and Crafts]]

[[Spritely]] all still sounds really interesting, and like it’s getting a lot closer to prime time.

Would like to learn more about [[Spritely Brux]], the identity / [[petnames]] stuff.

Cool some of it has been ported to [[Guile]], too.

📚 Agora node [[summer 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File summer-2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

summer 2021§

I am beginning 21 days of holidays. I intend to keep a journal in [[august 2021]].

📚 Agora node [[tani call 2021 10 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File pages/tani call 2021-10-21.md by @vera-logseq ☆ 📎

Backlinks last generated 2022-01-28 07:55:20

📜 File logseq/pages/tani call 2021-10-21.md by @vera ☆ 📎
📚 Agora node [[uk fuel crisis 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File uk-fuel-crisis-2021.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

UK fuel crisis 2021§

This is not affecting me as I don’t drive. But I wonder what the knock-on effects will be. And the main reason being a driver shortage so it’s part of an overall supply chain crisis. The stories about queues and some people’s behaviour on the petrol station forecourts is all a bit foreboding towards your standard dystopian sci-fi resource crisis.

“It’s fuel anxiety,” said Blason. “When that needle creeps down to the red or anywhere near then it’s panic stations. Where are we going to get it, who’s got it? It’s brought out a different side in people in all honesty.”

📚 Agora node [[uk supply chain crisis 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File uk-supply-chain-crisis-2021.md by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

UK supply chain crisis 2021§

Food and fuel mostly.

Food§

Boris Johnson’s government has made a dramatic U-turn in an attempt to save Christmas – with a raft of extended emergency visas to help abate labour shortages that have led to empty shelves and petrol station queues.

– Emergency visa scheme extended in major U-turn by Boris Johnson | Supply chai…

Fuel§

Both natural gas and petrol.

[[UK fuel crisis 2021]].

Pigs§

The slaughter of healthy pigs has begun on British farms, with farmers forced to kill animals to make space and ensure the continued welfare of their livestock, amid an ongoing shortage of workers at slaughterhouses.

Pig farmers have been warning for several weeks that labour shortages at abattoirs have led to a backlog of as many as 120,000 pigs left stranded on farms long after they should have gone to slaughter.

The meat industry is one of many sectors of the UK economy grappling with labour shortages linked to Brexit and the pandemic, while a lack of delivery workers and drivers has affected supply chains. – Hundreds of healthy pigs culled amid UK shortage of abattoir workers | Supply…

Grim. This is unpleasant for so many reasons. Makes me glad to be [[vegetarian]] and not feel part of this particular problem.

Food banks§

Food banks have said they will have to shrink the size of the parcels they give to struggling families owing to declining stock levels caused by the HGV crisis, supply shortages and a collapse in public donations.

– Food banks warn of smaller parcels due to HGV supply shortages | Food banks |…

A combination of declining food bank stocks and an expected explosion in demand for charity support after universal credit is cut this week has led some to prepare emergency measures to eke out food supplies further, including making parcels smaller and offering less variety

– Food banks warn of smaller parcels due to HGV supply shortages | Food banks |…

📚 Agora node [[weeknotes 2020 21]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File weeknotes/weeknotes-2020-21.png by @neil ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️


📚 Agora node [[what fish can teach us about democracy 📊 september 12 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File Readwise/Articles/What fish can teach us about democracy 📊 September 12, 2021.md by @protopian ☆ 📎

What fish can teach us about democracy 📊 September 12, 2021§

rw-book-cover

Metadata§

Highlights§

  • Abstracting the findings to our broader theory of public opinion, an ideal process of determining opinions would be more deliberative than survey-taking is today. You first have a pollster assess the idea of the public on an issue, then have the press disseminates the quantified will of the majority to the people, allow some time for community leaders to foster debate about the issue after receiving such information, then take a final poll of the issue to arrive at an informed measure of opinion. Preferably, the polls probe a range of attitudes about one topic, rather than just asking if people support or oppose a policy.
  • modern political science nevertheless suggests that the rationality of America in aggregate is strikingly robust.
  • Their work supports Aristotle’s theory that public opinion is wiser in aggregate than any individual person, who can fall prey to a lack of information and make an “irrational” decision about a policy that could benefit them. “Americans’ collective policy preferences are real, knowable, differentiable, patterned, and coherent,” the authors write. They are “generally stable; they change in understandable, predictable ways.”
📚 Agora node [[yoga september 2021]] (pulled by the Agora)
📜 File yoga september 2021.md by @flancian ☆ 📎 ️🔗 ✍️

yoga september 2021§